Writing, speaking, and thinking in other languages and voices

It began last summer after a week of stress and lack of sleep, I was awake a total of 48 hours. Lost in a thought of fasting for spiritual enlightenment, it began. My body would not do what I wanted it do, I was speaking in different languages, and in different voices. Many of the "scenes" that I was "acting" out were of people dying, a young man, an elderly woman, a tortured man, etc. etc. I knew the type of person and how they were dying. After that I began to write in a form that has been classified as nothing, as an Asian form of writing, and ancient form, or just plan scribbles. From that night on things have been occurring, more writings, more speaking, and more death. Then influence came and symptoms of depression and anxiety were very prominent. I could not concentrate. I was never happy. I cried often. I became a different person, doing things that I would never do. This included drinking too much, lying, cheating, having cruel thoughts, having a total disregard for anything or anyone I loved. I cared for nothing and I was nothing. I hated my job, I hated being home, and I hated repeating the same cycle over and over. I lost myself and I felt like something was influencing me. All this faded for a little while but, I'm feeling it again, and the writing is there sometimes. The speaking of languages occurs. I have hated my job since day one and still do, but I bare with it. Every time I make the decision to apply and find a new one something stops me. Every time I feel things are going good, something chaotic happens like a fight, major money issues, a car accident, being sick, someone dying, etc. I get extremely restless or anxious on very bad days and can't sit still or relax. Sleeping has been a problem since this started. From extreme insomnia to losing 2-3 hours of sleep a night from either not being able to go to sleep to me waking up early. Nothing feels right during the bad days, and like I said before; when things do feel right complete chaos happens...

Anybody else have something like this going on?
I would really like to talk with someone who has ever been through, or know someone who has been through something similar.

Source: http://anxiety.supportgroups.com/sg/anxiety/writing-speaking-and-thinking-in-other-languages

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